Let's see. I saw the Neuro-eye specialist and he basically told me that my eyes are perfect and healthy, and that all my vision problems are the interpreting section of my brain messing up. And "There's nothing we can do about that." which is just. yeah. His theory is that it's migraines trying to start and I'm having an aura in my vision field.

The migraine prevention medication I'm on prevents any PAIN from happening but my brain might still be trying to have a migraine and not quite getting there, and I'm getting the other side effects..  ? Even though I never had vision problems before. I might be hypersentive now

That's just a theory though. We don't know. With all my other shit going on? Who the hell knows.

I see an Orthopedist tomorrow. IDK how that's gonna go because, yes I'm having pain (right now rujfngbdf I'm right on the edge of needing a pain pill. I had to double up last night) I woke up this morning and changed shirts in the bathroom and was like .....wait.

I have red spots on my left side. Couple big, most small. They didn't itch. They hurt when mom poked them, like they were tender? My pain is not skin level though its deep pain so I don't get wtf that is. Mom said they look like bug bites almost its weird. I dunno if my body is just getting angry or something. I. I DON'T KNOW. I'm tired of saying that but I don't know. But anyway, doubtful (not impossible) that the orthopedist is gonna know wtf that is. My biggest hope for tomorrow is that I get some better pain medication to be quite honest

I finally have a fucking appointment with a Rhuematologist though. In. . February. Feb 7th. It's better than nothing. Took me forever to get because my primary and gastro both were having problems (I love my Gastro doctor but his team SUCKS so bad his office is horrible) but Primary finally saw my bloodwork and immediately got me the referral for the rheumatologist and then they called me that SAME DAY to set of the appointment. There. WAS THAT SO DAMN HARD.

In crochet newwwwws. My Pokemon Challenge is going well so far. Joltik just needs all its little spikes!



Yaaaaaaaay C: And other dolls I'm working on are making good progress. Is good times. I can't show those cause they gifts and I don't want them accidentally stumbled upon

For those waiting, expect a Sims post tomorrow, Saturday at the latest. Woot woot