I'm home *flop*

Weekly Critters have been posted but I probably won't start till tomorrow. I also gotta continue working on my namless....character I made while I was in Missouri (so getting a plush of him too)

Medicine obtained and taken, haven't yet made a doctors appointment


I miss my Sims. So. Much.

I'm gonna play for hours after dinner, I just know it.

Thankfully I was able to eat today and survive lol I was so afraid of eating, didn't eat anything till about 1 today. We tried to think of something healthy and easy to eat so we went to Luby's and I got fish and veggies. I'm still kind of afraid to eat anything dairy related @_@ but, I'm just staying away from all things fattening and greasy. Basically, going back onto my diet, huzzah.

I am still in pain. Really it's more like there's pressure there but occasionally there's a sudden sharp pain, then it's gone again @___________@ Scares me. I don't want to be in that much pain again ;;

I can't stop burping. Since yesterday. I have no idea.

So.

I was just at the hospital.

Yah. It got that bad. I had to go. I couldn't just wait it out then move on. something is WRONG I wanted to know what. Unfortunately they didn't check my gall bladder, even though EVERYONE I talked to there said they think that's what's wrong. But. We were there late on a Saturday the people to do it weren't there or something. So I'll be making an appointment to see a doctor once I'm back in Texas.

They DID find a couple other things though. I had blood taken, x-rays, such and they found I have a urinary tract infection. ...Huh. Well. I had NO symptoms of that but okay then. Apparently I do though so I got medicine for that.
As well as x-ray showing my large intestine looked swollen in some areas. Could be the cause of the pain if gas is getting trapped or something, would make sense. And I had been having problems using the bathroom, but not exactly constipated.. I'll spare details. I got more meds for that, including constipation medicine to help things move along (yaaay TMI :D)

So.

Yeah.

I'm still in pain. Just not as much pain. I'm tired but kind of afraid to lay down lol everytime it's started going nuts hurting was when I'd lay down @_@

I'm afraid to eat anything.

I'm a MORON and had mexican food today. Mexican. Food. after all that pain I was in yesterday. I'm such an idiot. Sigh. My brother was like "Well. I LET you eat it so I'm stupid too." I didn't eat a LOT but I still had a stuffed jalapeno and a chili. :|

Yah. Sitting here with my hospital bracelet and a gigantic band aid. Nurse took a LOT of blood. Then flushed with with saline.
Ow.

And now I'm home alone lol My brother was supposed to be at a party. I felt so bad cause he took me to the ER. So he's at the party now.

What a day.

So.

Last night was HELL.

Still in missouri. But. at about 1 am, my stomach started to hurt. Well, okay... I took some tums and went back to bed. THEN I started vomiting. Until about 4. I couldn't. Stop. Nothing in my stomach just heaving over and over. Then I finally stopped and my stomach hurt so. fucking. bad.

I was just about screaming in pain. I was yelling and crying, doubled over. Bobby was going to take me to the hospital, I managed to get dressed and stuff and then...... It just stopped.

All the pain went POOF. And I was fine.

wtf.

I dunno. Vickie thinks maybe an ulcer? Mom doesn't agree, nor really care (I called her and all she asked me about was if Izzy was okay...)

I had pizza the night before... Maybe I just ate too much? or my body isn't used to the grease/fat since I've been eating healthy all year? I have no idea. Mexican food the other night didn't bother me AT ALL.

I'm fine now. Just. Really. Really sleepy. And scared of it happening again ;; I've had similar things happen all year, with the stomach pain but last night was just horrific. At one point I actually thought I was dying. And that point was laying on the floor in the bathroom :|

And yes it was my actual stomach not my intestines/belly. So. Not my appendix. Gall bladder? I dunno I think it was still too high up.

Holy crap people are actually asking for critique on their drawings in sketcher (okay two people. It's a start)

...

OH HI GUYS

I'm still in Missouri. Just bored out of my mind today. Both brothers at work, Izzy unfortunately is sick D: so shes asleep now, and her mommy was up all night taking care of her so shes asleep too.

So I'm hanging out with the dogs, Duke and Jet. Duke keeps falling asleep and snoring up a storm

...

I might nap too :| NOTHING ELSE TO DO.

I know I said 'bye' earlier but...

RANGERS WIN. SWEPT THE RAYS. OH YEAH. WHO IS AWESOME? WE ARE.

I was also on TV. Going OMNOMNOM on a snowcone.

Really.

I was eating the snowcone and dad goes "...Camera man was just looking RIGHT at you." and I went ??? and looked up and saw the camera guy walking off. I laughed and said "wonderful.." cause I wasn't using a spoon to eat my snow cone. Face planting into it. And then mom texts me like 10 minutes later: "YOU WERE ON TV"

Dad: I TOLD YOU WOMAN.

xD

Then as we were walking out to the car, I'm wearing my Byrd shirt and someone goes "HOW ABOUT THAT BYRD?" So. I flapped my arms like a moron and this group of people were like "YES I LOVE IT."

Goodtimes man.

Really this time. See ya'll in a week.

I am still not packed.

( But have some Sims caps! )

I'll be back in a week! (and will finally post the first Weekly Critters!) Byes guys.

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TUESDAY TABBY 8D

I'm trying to make everyone in sketcher draw Rhinos (Random animal) and I keep getting "I can't draw Rhinos!" then I say "TRY" and the ones that actually try are doing really good.

MAGICAL.

Sims post in a little while.

Draw rhinos.

...No that's not the first weekly critter.

I'm procrastinating packing :D

FFFFF Raiden just took the cake.

okay he was asleep, taking a nap. So was Shana, in HER room. Well, I was watching Clarice play since Cordell was at school when all of a sudden I hear Raiden laugh. So I was like "Ah,guess he's up *watches Clarice*" then...he never came out into the living room. There's nothing for him to do in his room so I went to see what he was doing

This.



WTF RAIDEN. WHAT IS IT WITH YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTER?

FDFIHGNKLGDV FFFFFFFFFFFF

My dad.

He just texted me

"And BOOM goes the dynamite!"

Not the same context as family guy but I completely lost is laughing

People on sketcher are going on about how they hate critique and people who critique are trolls.

WHAT

I'm in there trying to explain why it's good but I'm getting answers like "I'm OCD so I know when something is wrong with my picture, so no one needs to tell me." Did they just say they were perfect?

WHAT

Sigh. And these are some fairly good artists.

I really like being able to go: "I WANNA SWIM" and then just go out in the backyard an do so.

S'what I just got done doing. Sigh. I feel better. Cept I have a headache *OMNOMNOMEXCEDRIN*

I regret to inform ya'll, SIM!Spirit has died. He was struck by lightning. 52 times. RIP my little sim. (Cleveland read this in the paper.)

Cleveland is also gonna be a daddy! ...:D And the Shana/Kaze spawn has the most epic hair.

I'll post caps tomorrow before the Ranger game c:

Things I HAVE to do today: Clean
Begin packing

Things I WANT to do today: RP
Play Sims

I leave on Monday but tomorrow I'm going to the Ranger game (WE WON LAST NIGHT. TIED WITH THE ANGELS NOW FOR FIRST PLACE. W00T)

So yeah I'm going to try and get the cleaning part done now. It shouldn't take long *FLEE*

I'm also working on a new character that isn't a Tigan or a big cat at all. I'm quite fond of him but he needs work. And a name.

Edit: lol more spongebob

Squidward: Don't panic Squidward... Just imagine him in his underwear *does* ....OH NO! HE'S HOT D8

So yeah I just got home. With an EPIC stomach ache @_@ I ate too much food and it ended up being the death of me. Threw it ALL back up then laid on the couch in pain for quite a while. Sigh. Stupid me. My stomach is much smaller than it used to be. Eyes bigger than my stomach.

and I had to listen to my aunt talk about the horrors of how evil abortion is and how NO ONE should ever do it. Which, I agree BUT when she asked me my views I said I was pro-choice. She said 'There is no choice. If God made that baby then you have NO CHOICE' I didn't say anything cause it was a family party thing but. . God made us and gave us FREE WILL. He wants US to chose. Yes, he wants us to chose NOT to have an abortion but it is our choice all the same. He isn't forcing us to do anything. What if having the baby will KILL the mother and the baby? What's the point in that? Why would God say you HAVE to have that baby? No. Why do people think everything is so black and white. It isn't. Never has been, never will be.

Sigh.

I had home made ice cream today. It was good. And I played with my cousins daughter, Aniston for quite a while. She WORE ME OUT. xD I wish I was as easily amused as her. She's 2 and a half.

I'm sorry, this is what happens when I'm home all day. I won't be tomorrow (4th of July party! ...on the 3rd!) then I'll be gone for an entire week so you can get a break from my random stupid entries.

Actually this one has a point. What is it?

EDIT: wtf. lets try this again PHOTOBUCKET. I swear that site doesn't understand copy and past

( SIMS )

Decided not to do that story/paragraph style again. It was fun but my normal way is more fun. I think.

FIXED NOW :|

( Zoo pictures! )



I'll make a Sims post either.

This Spongebob episode is disturbing. He keeps trying to get Squidward to come over, then called him and was breathing heavily over the phone. Then Squidward came over and Spongebob had copied his house in the inside, in detail and Squidward freaked out, cause Spongebob knew his medicine cabinet's contents and copied his paintings and...then he found his vacuum and started making out with it. Seriously.

The episode ended by his real house burning down then it randomly showed Squidward on a date with 'Mr. Vacuum' as he called him, having a tea party actually it looked like. then it showed him in bed and spongebob curled up asleep on the burned remains where Squidwards house used to be

*slow blink*

I have. No. Idea.

edit: Sorry XD between 4 and 6 I seem to never get ANYTHING done. Cause I don't want to. I don't do anything. Art, games, go out, watch something, nothing. I just seem to sit and go :| IDK

and now Plankton is talking about how his computer wife turns him on. Why am I watching this.

RANGERS WIN. WALK OFF HOMERUN BY HANK BLALOCK. AHHHHHHHHHH THAT WAS INSANE. OMG.

I NEED SLEEP NOW KTHX.

ZOMG ZOO

I'll post pictures later and my craptastic sketches on DA later as well. For now I need to bask under my fan with ice water. And then take a cold shower

Its 95 degrees out there 8| So I was walking around in that for... little over 4 hours. I would have stayed longer but I was beginning to die. XD Freaking hot. Got too hot to wanna sketch.

I did buy stuff for the Weekly Critters contests though so, Woot. Spent about $25 on ya'll, hope people will want this stuff xD I like it. There's a few I keep going "....miiiine" but no. They're for WC.

The Red Tailed Hawk was infatuated with my pencil. Put on a lovely show for the kids though, anywhere I moved my pencil, the hawk followed. So. I had him nodding, shaking his head, turning his head nearly upside down, and so on xD He was fixated, dunno why.

The Harpy Eagle also scared the crap out of a little kid. Like, a 4 year old. Harpy was on his branch and the kid was like "That's scary mommy :C" awwwe. Then, like, instantly, the Harpy lurches forward, lands on the bars overhead with his wings out and mouth open. Little kid went RUNNING XDDD poor thing. Eagle was prolly like "MWAAHAHAH gets them every time c:" I swear he's a show off.

I got to pet a chicken from china. . . .:D

They switched the lions for some...reason. Put the male where the mother and cubs used to be, and the mom and cubs in the males. So. Even more difficult to see the male cause he's up high and sleeping most of the time.

it was SO hot out most of the animals were laying in the shade and sleeping. The bear dunked himself in his pond, got a back scratch on a tree then walked right up to me by the glass (I did take a picture) So. that was neat.

Least it got me out of the house like I wanted. It was fun. Then I'm going to the baseball game tonight.

Sometimes I hate my life.

Then I remember I don't have one.



I think, if weather permits, I'm gonna go to the zoo tomorrow. Alone. But. To the zoo. I can draw out there. 'Learning' how to do gesture drawings. Which shouldn't be hard for most people but my sketches are usually very clean. I wanna learn to just SCRIBBLE and get things down quick and then work on it later. So. Yah been reading about gesture drawing in my drawing books. And such.

Then dad got tickets to the Ranger game tomorrow. So I'll have stuff to do then.

Doesn't help me right now.

I need. Something. To. Do. I'm going crazy.

I am so bored.

But I don't feel like doing anything.

RESTLESS TUS IS RESTLESS

I want to go do something, out of this house D: but. . . I don't know WHAT. And I don't wanna go alone ;;

*flops* urrrg

Edit: Fuck now I'm making myself upset *headdeskheaddeskheaddesk*